It had been a peaceful flight. That changed. At 35,000 feet above terra firma, the attendant told us to buckle up and hang on. Sounds like a necessary prescription for life.
If you are going to survive a bumpy ride, it is imperative your seat belt hold. The psalmist understood this. Long before days of flight, the singer of God songs had his own restless ride -- and survived it. You can too when you do what he did: seek God, remember how he has come through in the past, and keep walking with him even when you don't see his footprints.
Seek Him
"Trouble" was the singer's companion. You have walked with that unwelcome guest haven't you? He is an antagonist with a thousand strategies: discouragement, frustration, hardship, and doubt, to name a few. Sometimes he mounts a whispering campaign: "God has abandoned you!"
The psalmist was no stranger to Trouble's intrusion, but the singer knew the tactic that righted his heart and strengthened his resolve: He stretched out his hands to God in prayer.
Too often I will try anything, but prayer. I'll work harder, plan better, stay up longer, or call on an expert for help. None of those strategies are bad, they're just not best. A friend shared with me this piece from the pen of A.C. Dixon:
When we rely upon organization
We get what organization can do;
When we rely upon education,
We get what education can do;
When we rely upon eloquence,
We get what eloquence can do,
And so on.
But when we rely upon prayer,
We get what God can do.
I know what I can do, but I need what God can do. The singer of this song got that. How about you? What are you struggling with? Go to God. Seek him about that trouble.
Remember how he has come through in the past
Mired in the present, I lose all sense of history. Not the psalmist. When confusion pounded on the door of his heart; when doubt pummeled his confidence in God's love, grace, and compassion; when adversaries threatened to undo him, he leafed through the pages of history:
Has God forgotten to be gracious?
Has he in anger shut up his compassion? Selah
Then I said, "I will appeal to this, to the years
of the right hand of the Most High"
I will remember the deeds of the LORD;
yes, I will remember your wonders of old.
I will ponder all you work,
and meditate on your mighty deeds.
Psalm 77:12
Charles Spurgeon said,
In times of trouble and discouragement God uses the volumes of the past to steady my gaze and encourage my soul. Interestingly, the pages the psalmist turns are not from the book of his own experience. They are the stories of God's gracious acts among his people:
God redeeming Israel from Egypt
God splitting the waters of the Red Sea
God demonstrating his unmatched majesty
I need this reminder. At times, as I scan my recent past, I don't see the hand of God. No worries. Look further into the record of God's dealings. God is the same yesterday, today, and forever (Hebrews 13:8). That's why I can look back and take heart even though the experience of God's work was not in the theater of my own life.
Walk by faith, not sight
I wrote this post after a long and tiring day. Working hard to complete it, I lost my internet connection and an hour's work.
I was frustrated!
It was late. I was tired. In my mind there was no way I could stitch together the words in quite the same way. Needless to say, "I wasn't feeling the presence of God." At that moment I could not see his footprints. Despite my frustration, the song's final lines made me realize my angst did not mean God was absent.
Growth in the Christian life often comes through adversity (turbulence). When I most need the "footprints of God's presence" they are nowhere to be seen. The psalmist did not let that bother him. He did what believers have always done -- he walked by faith, not by sight.
The ride is likely to get bumpy today. Keep seeking, keep remembering, keep walking.
"Memory is a fit handmaid for faith..." from C.H. Spurgeon, The Treasury of David. Volume 2: Psalms 58-110. Grand Rapids: Zondervan Publishing Corporation. 1977. Page 315.